Everyone's splitting ways, two of my closest friends now live far from me. Granted I do what I can to see one. Thirty minutes away isn't that far vs nearly 1000 miles away. -Sigh- I miss you Tora♥!! I wish you the best luck in Vegas!

Anyways, aside from all the depressing/bullshit drama going on in my life. It...actually kind of sucks. No I'm not in the most grand of states but right now...Being completely honest I guess I could say I don't really give a shit. I'm nearly 20 years old and I'll do what-the-fuck-ever I want. No, I'm not whoring my body around or getting drunk. But sometimes...I wonder what would happen if I were to just stop trying and just fuck around. Life is a bitch and I'm not as dumb as I was to try and commit suicide. Though I did recently regain a friend I thought I had lost, seen an old love, lost a love, drank a beer and got over it.

Shit happens, the point of this journal? I'm not quite sure. It's nearly 2am and I'm rather bored and instead of being completely inactive on here I decide to vent about life. Not like my life is bad, I'm not comparing it to others. It's just become a hassle. Believe it or not I'd rather just have fun with it. I have a shitty job and three main friends. No one really shows interest in me anymore and I'm a single chick.

Sure I've tried both ways, but I was knocked back in my confidence level when I learned I couldn't even win over a girl. Oh well. Time to just kick back and chill. Not that I really wanted a girlfriend. It's tiresome being alone dog. Not that it matters, I'm not exactly depressed. I'm just aware that no one really gives a fuck. Shit, not even I do.

I'm just tired of everything. -sigh-

So. Very. Tired.